You were so assertive, you knew what you wanted, and it was me.
I cant remember the first words you said to me, but I remember how we met.
On the 2nd day of school you told me I was "looking good", and all I could answer with was an upbeat thanks. I dont know how you got my number, why you called me, or how we began talking. I dont know why I kissed you, I dont know why I let you hold my hand, or why I accepted to be in a relationship with you on December 1st 2005.
My sister hated you, and my family forbid any type of relationship with you. Sometimes I wish they were more lenient, maybe then I would have called it quits with you on the 2nd month and not the 24th.
I cant remember the first words you said to me, but I remember how we met.
On the 2nd day of school you told me I was "looking good", and all I could answer with was an upbeat thanks. I dont know how you got my number, why you called me, or how we began talking. I dont know why I kissed you, I dont know why I let you hold my hand, or why I accepted to be in a relationship with you on December 1st 2005.
My sister hated you, and my family forbid any type of relationship with you. Sometimes I wish they were more lenient, maybe then I would have called it quits with you on the 2nd month and not the 24th.
(old picture - freshman year)
I dont know how after so many months I can still remember that date, or your number. Probably, because I played the territorial girlfriend, you were mine and if you hadnt found out through word of mouth, Myspace and IM were going to let you know that Jason and Laura were together.
I wish I had written down all the times you dissapointed me, and all the girls you dissapointed me with, I wish I had blamed you, and not blamed them, but thats in the past. I gave up on you after almost 2 years. We were two weeks away from our two year anniversary.
We broke up on November 14, and I'll never forget it.
Thank you for being my biggest regret, thank you for teaching me so much.
I dont hate you anymore.
