Sunday, July 5

I dont remember

And then my soul saw you,and it kind of went,
"Oh there you are. I’ve been looking for you."

I try my hardest to remember what I thought about you when we first met, but I cant. I didnt see you this way, I didnt think we'd end up like this. We played Bingo, in some strange way, and I know I approached you first. I always used to say that I always remember the first time I meet someone if they are going to be an important part of my life, but in fact, its just the opposite, if I remember how I met you, it means youre a dissapointment.

Lets take my best friend of 2 years, maybe three. I remember exactly how I met her, in the cafeteria, I was friendly, I asked her what her name was, and the rest is history. How foolish I was not realizing I would never mean anything to her, all she would do is turn everyone I had known since I was 5 against me.

How about the tallest person I know? I met him at a JV basketball game, I told him to pull up his pants because I knew his mother wouldnt want to see him like that. He was the sweetest person I knew, until drugs consumed him, and he turned into a smoker, a troublemaker, someone I no longer associate myself with.

But with you, I cant remember how we met, or if I did actually approach you first. All I know is that our friendship blossomed, and when freshman year concluded you decided you liked me, Sophmore year came around and you made it your mission to make me your girlfriend. And on January 21. 2008 I became yours to keep.

with you its all sunshine and smiles.