Saturday, June 6

Defy the Odds.

loy·al·ty (n.)

  • commitment: the act of binding yourself (intellectually or emotionally) to a course of action;
  • Faithfulness or devotion to a person, a cause, obligations, or duties
  • ei. "Ruben remains loyal to Laura regardless of the false accusations"

I rediscovered what I was missing, I discovered why it is that I am still knee deep in this 1 year 5 month relationship. Why I still devote myself with every fragment that makes up who I am, why I have donated the one organ that keeps me living to this philosophical, theoretical, yet-to-be proven emotion that everyone seems to be searching for. Why you are my "X" marked in a sand dune en La Havana, Cuba. Why saying "I love you" doesnt mean the same as "I am in love with you". Why although you dont write me letters, pick me flowers, or travel half a mile in the rain to come see me, I still want to be your better half. You are loyal to me, faithful to me, you remain, stuck to me, into me, glued to me and what I have told you. The honesty in my words remain engraved in your heart, you believe me, you always believe me, and you have never doubted me. You have given me your entire trust, every fragment that makes up the frontal lobe of your brain.

Him: "Did she really do that?"

012108: "No, she didnt."

Him: "How do you know"

012108: "Trust me, I know."

You didnt even ask me.