disperse goodbye,
Im really good at these.
Disappear because you only meant something to me while you were here. And now that you want to leave I dont care. Want to be a free spirit, spread your wings and fly, If Im holding you back, leave, because my faith is shaking, and Im no longer on your side. Im sick of playing devils advocate leaning, straining, pulling, falling side to side, because I dont want to knock you down, because your feelings meant more to me than my own. Honesty? This is it, this is all Im giving you, and Im sick of putting in work in places where I shouldnt.
Does this hurt your feelings?
Is this unexpected?
So are you, and that is the role you like to play, the one that no one can figure out, it used to be a puzzle, really fun to solve, 1,000 pieces that led to one huge picture, well I'm almost done with this puzzle, a couple more pieces to put in place, but I want to shake it, rip it apart, because I liked it better when there was a mystery, when all was smiles and happiness. Ive spent too many hours trying to figure out how this will all end.
This isnt about him.
This isnt about you.
This isnt about her.
This is it.
