Distracted

My heartbeat is slowing down.
And though it is slowing down, time is speeding up,
no longer being able to keep up - I fall.
Im moving from one end to the other,
the score is changing, but my heartbeat is not racing.
I creep, down the long corridors while you sleep.
And its not okay for me to feel this way,
but I guess thats the way it had to be today.
I dont wonder what you think anymore,
because I was always on your side.
But thats not the case anymore.

you made me cry today.