foutre vous.

Men cheat for the same reason that dogs lick their balls, because they can - Sex&TheCity

you try your hardest to perfect your explanations.
you lie until they've run out of questions.

You see its not my fault that I smile so big, That my eyes are so bright, or that my my mind has the capacity to save a thousand cities. I am a giver. I am a compassionate soul, and I care too much about you, to ever put myself before any living breathing atom. When I feed you, extending my pale and scrawny arms, its with love that I do so. I cannot hate you, but I cannot love you the way you love yourself. You see, Im not in love with myself, Ive never been. This is not a fault, this, this is a gift.

You lied to me, too many times. I almost cant keep count.

1. Jennifer, she was a bet, a game, nothing more, but nothing less, I was a fool.
2. Tiffany, You'd hit it, but never wife her?
3. Gina, she told me she would never
4. Sabrina, because all those comments you left her, you never bothered to leave me.
5. Alicia, you broke the rule, "you can look but you cant touch"..
6. Leah, you wanted nothing more than for her to like you.
7. Olivia, I blamed her, but it was really all you.
8. Courtney, fooled me again..
9. Nicole, she was your downfall.
10. For all the girls who remain anonymous.

if I have any regrets it was being with you.

Our bond was off beat, and every melody I tried to sing was cut off, deeply wounded and stabbed. I sewed for two years straight attempting to piece together the torn edges, but the damage had been done. Desperation gave birth to new bonds, and in an instant I was gone.

I am who I am now because Im not with you.