Thursday, August 14

Save yourself.


"Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh.

I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh."


Over time Ive been over worked, over-scrutinized and over-used.
Im over it. Last November a whole worldwind occurred in my life
and everything since then has changed. The way I view
myself and others has completely reversed,
and Ive realized November wasn't a curse, more so a blessing.

"Everyday is a new challenge
I'm a savage in my new balance"

Id like to experiment. Change the world. Or the way the world views change. I want to play run, hide, seek and conquer. I want the whole wide world in my pocket.
Who's to say I cant?

Id like to let down my guard, stop building this brick wall. Id like the brick stones to pause, and never harden. I want the sun to shine and never stop. Id like the rainfall to wash away all the misconceptions. Id secretly like for him to remember my name, my face and the last two years. Even more secretly, I want him to be happy.